I sit and wonder...

She's too late because he's "too soon"
He has a family.
He's already devoted his love,
A long time ago, it seems.

If things were only different
She keeps wondering,
Would he have considered her?
Would she mean anything?

She hates feeling like this...
She hates feeling this way.
If it could only go away
Would she even want it to go away?

Does it all even matter?
The future knows her fate
Sadness and loneliness so it seems
That she'll find no escape.

A love that might have been between them
Can never be revealed
And as each new day passes
It seems her fate is sealed.

But she will always ponder
As her heart skips a beat
When she looks into his smiling eyes
Each time that they meet.

She feels a mutual attraction
That's a one of a kind
And deep down she can't help but hope
It's not only in her mind.